Yesterday was an interesting day, I committed myself into agreeing to visit an ex- co-worker who was admitted to a nursing home. This person is relatively young but had some mental and physical challenges that manifested during the Covid 19 lock down.

There were a series of events that ranged from depression, misdiagnosis and treatment based on the misdiagnoses, and when the correct diagnosis was given, the damage was already done.

All in all the government agency terminated her because when she came back from medical leave, she could not function. There were some family issues and now that she is out of the gov’t job, there are issues of being able to keep her house.

As there were questions concerning finances and how the nursing home is being paid. One of her friends contacted me to look into things since I was her Union delegate.  I wanted to look if there was a possibility of getting  her pension on a disability basis. I did what I could, but the dye was set even before I was asked to get involved. She made certain decisions, and the fact that one of her relatives have power of attorney climaxed to where things are not going too good for her.

Well, she contacted another co-worker to get her out of the nursing home, and that co-worker contacted True_george and asked if I could check up on her to see if she was in the capacity to leave the nursing home and to live independently.

I went to the nursing home with a friend, and when I observed the environment, I can say that I was shocked. The place felt stuffy and there were old people roaming the hallways, some in wheel chairs, and others confined to their rooms because of their aliments.

I can smell the scent of piss, perhaps the staff need to be more diligent in cleaning up waste fluids. I doubt that there were many visitors to the facility, because it seemed the nursing home residents were wondering who is getting a visit.

Anyway, saw the incapacitated co-worker, she seemed to have her wits , but her physical limitations will hinder her from living independently.

But, when I left the facility, I felt an overwhelming sense of energy drain. It is as though in that environment was feeding on my energy. Don’t think I will be going back to visit the incapacitated co-worker for a while.   

On the way driving back home and feeling the drain of energy I decided to stop at a relative’s house to relax there hoping to replenish some energy that was drained.

As I sat on the couch and put on the T.V, the show “Walker Texas Ranger” was on. It was the original series with Chuck Norris, not the recycled version that’s on the networks.

When I switched it on, there was an episode that featured a satanic ritual. Well, I wonder if this is a coincidence that out of all the programs on TV that I would tune in to the one that shows a satanic ritual.

I couldn’t tell you what happened on that show because a little after the satanic ritual scene, it seemed that I had drifted off into the dream space. I didn’t feel like I was in the dream space, but I wonder if I was in that state where it was more than a dream.  

As I was in the dream space, I felt a figure walk up to me, I didn’t detect if it was a male or female. The figure came close up and was in my face looking me up and down.

I took offense, and told it to back up, it didn’t seem like it wanted to back up, it wanted to  intruded, so I pushed it back. Then another one came and wanted to intrude on me also, so I had to back that one up too.

Then there was a scene of a brothel with women in certain sexual positions being penetrated. There was one who was restrained while being penetrated. I got the feeling that the intruding beings thought that this scenery was suppose to get me aroused lowering my defenses.

But to me the scene was gruesome of human beings in sexually compromising positions, and the sex was just purely physical without any expression of emotional feelings. It really was kind of disgusting.

But, I can tell you that I actually thought these intruding beings were in the room. But, as I came out of the dream space and was fully awake, I found that physically there were no one else in the room.   

It let’s me ponder that the room should be cleansed. I know if smudge sticks are used it will do the deed. But when you’re dealing with devoted Christians they think that calling on Jesus will get the job done.

The Christian dogma a truly compromised the connection to the spiritual world. But time will tell if I can convince them into looking out side of Christianity to get rid of the intruding spirits.  

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